Life Through Limited Perspective

Spider

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We have seven mammals living in our household, and it seems that each of us is prone to shedding hair continuously. It’s not unusual to find dog, cat, and human hair scattered on the floor, creating a temporary, mixed carpet of fur from all species.

This morning, I watched a spider walking across the floor, navigating through a particular jungle of hair. Its spindly legs picked up strands of hair, making it stop occasionally to shake them off before continuing its journey.

As I observed this little scene, I imagined what it would be like to live in the spider’s world. A world where you walk across a smooth tile while enormous ropes of hair—of different sizes, shapes, and colors—cling to your legs. A world where, at any moment, you could be eaten by a giant, whiskered cat or accidentally squashed by a pair of shuffling slippers. It’s a completely different experience from mine, yet it’s the same world, isn’t it?

The only difference lies in perspective.

I often think about how the bacteria and other creatures living within my body perceive it. What I call “my body” is also their home. I experience my body as a large, moving form that serves as a vehicle for my awareness. But for the microbes living in it, it’s a dark world of moisture, chemicals, and nutrients. What I think of as “my body” might be, in their experience, just “their world.” It’s the same object, but the experience is entirely different depending on the perspective.

Even my own perception of my body overlooks the fact that it’s made up of many different, seemingly separate cells, most of which originally came from outside my body—food, water, air, impurities, viruses, germs, and the occasional craft beer. It’s a perfect example of how I think I know something as familiar as my own body, but in reality, I only know it from my limited perspective.

We often become so attached to our human, eye-level experience that we forget our perception of the world is an illusion. We see things from our limited point of view, but we never truly know what we’re experiencing. We don’t hear the world the way a dog does, nor do we see the spectrum of colors that a butterfly can. Yet, these aspects of reality exist within the world we occupy, and we rarely give them a second thought.

The mistake we make is believing that we truly “know” anything as it is or experience reality in its entirety. We live with conditioned, habitual thinking that forces us to label and categorize our experiences, leading us to believe we understand the truth of the world. But in fact, we only see distorted half-truths and illusions created by our minds, shaped by our upbringing, education, society, and personal opinions. By accepting this mind-made reality, we never truly know the truth of anything.

To spiritually experience reality, we must go beyond our mental constructs. We need to transcend our habitual thought patterns and experience the world in silence. We can look at a flower without the mind labeling it as a “flower,” without naming its color or its scent. We simply experience it, along with everything else, in deep silence and open awareness. In this state, the true nature of reality is revealed.

Flash Meditation

Flash Meditation

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In the hustle and bustle of daily life, it’s easy to forget that the core of who we are is peace. It might seem hard to believe, especially in challenging moments, but these are the times when we most need to pause and reconnect with our true self—the calm, unwavering light that quietly remains amidst life’s storms.

Even when we’re not consciously aware of it, peace is always present in the background of our experiences. It doesn’t disappear because it is who we are. To experience it, we simply need to turn inward in silence and connect with our being. This is the true purpose of meditation. Meditation isn’t just a relaxation technique; it’s a way to connect with the peace that is already within us—beyond thoughts, words, and the mind.

We’ve become conditioned to let our minds control us. Most of us live with constant mental chatter, a nonstop loop of thoughts that distract us from our true nature, like clouds obscuring a clear blue sky. Living this way is, in a sense, a form of madness. The good news is that we have the power to quiet this mental noise, or even stop it completely.

Make it a habit to pause several times a day to simply feel the peace within you. Don’t approach this as a mental practice; just pause and experience this vibrating presence. These pauses don’t need to last more than a second or two. In fact, you can end them before the mind has a chance to interfere. Even a brief ten-second pause can be powerful. You can quickly make these “flash meditations” a regular part of your day—one second of peace before an important call, a brief moment of stillness before picking up the kids, or a few seconds of calm before dinner. Soon, you’ll find more and more opportunities to connect with your inner peace, and these moments will become an increasingly sacred and transformative part of your daily life.

That’s Just Your Opinion, Man

Opinions

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Surprise—it’s okay not to have an opinion about something! In fact, it’s perfectly fine to let go of all the opinions you currently hold about, well, everything!

I know this might not be the most popular viewpoint. (See what I did there?) We live in a society where opinions are highly valued. From politics and social movements to restaurant service, social media posts, music quality, and beyond—everyone has something to say. Almost everything we encounter includes a “Like” button, a review section, or a feedback option, and we’re constantly pressured to decide what we think and share it with others. Even at the end of this article, you’ll find Like and Share buttons. (But you don’t have to use them, by the way…)

The essential part of you—your true self—never holds opinions. You are not your mind. That core essence of who you are doesn’t, and even can’t, form mental judgments about anything. Holding on to opinions keeps you locked in a world of abstractions, preventing you from truly experiencing things or events as they are.

Opinions often tie us to the past, based on previous experiences or conditioning, rather than allowing us to be present in the moment. They don’t account for the fact that everything is always changing, moving, and evolving. An opinion is just a distorted version of reality.

Not holding on to opinions doesn’t mean we can’t have preferences. We can still enjoy the taste of cardamom ice cream, listen to Cardi B, or watch House of Cards—but we don’t need to form an identity around those preferences. We don’t have to make our dislike of polka music a part of our personal story. Enjoy the experience in the present, agree with a perspective for now, or dislike the food you’re eating in the moment—and then simply let it go.

This isn’t an opinion: letting go of opinions brings you closer to the awareness of who you truly are.

Why Spirituality? An Introduction

Lighting a Candle

What makes someone choose a spiritual life?

Our world is packed with all kinds of experiences. There are places to visit, things to do, shows to watch, hobbies to dive into, wars to fight, people to love, food to eat, and so much more. So why would anyone choose to focus on spirituality, which often means stepping away from all these exciting parts of life?

A lot of us have moments when we realize that, no matter how much stuff we experience, it’s not truly fulfilling unless it brings us peace and happiness. If we’re not getting that from our jobs, we might start looking for a new one. If our relationships aren’t bringing us peace, we may move on. Even with all the things to do in the world, we recognize that most of them aren’t worth doing unless they lead to happiness or fulfillment.

Religion often promises that inner fulfillment. Throughout history, prophets and spiritual leaders have claimed that peace, happiness, and a blissful life are attainable if we follow their path. And for some people, it works. They go to worship services, follow rules, wear special symbols, and read sacred texts. Whether they truly find peace or not is something only they can say, but there are plenty of followers in many religions.

But most of us don’t want to step away from the world entirely. We don’t want to become monks or hermits. We want to enjoy life—its excitement and fun—while also finding that inner peace we feel we’re meant to experience. So we try a bit of religion, hoping to incorporate some of it into our daily lives. We try meditation, but our minds are too noisy to relax. Maybe we try yoga, but we’re more focused on not falling over than on finding peace. So we give up. It just seems like too much effort.

For me, spirituality has always been a major part of my life. I don’t remember a time when I wasn’t seeking something spiritual. I went to church, read books, prayed, meditated, fasted, and listened to teachers and preachers. Sometimes I felt close to what I was looking for, other times I felt lost. But the quest for a spiritual life was always my main goal. It wasn’t until one day, when I was in my 40s, that things shifted unexpectedly.

While meditating, I had an experience that made it clear to me that there is no god. This was shocking to someone who had spent his life searching for God. But oddly, in that moment, everything made sense. It was the clearest understanding I’d ever had. I felt like I’d experienced what others call being “born again.” It was a total shift in my consciousness. From that point on, I stopped all my spiritual practices—no more prayers, meditations, or studying. For ten years, I lived without any concept of God. And surprisingly, it wasn’t at all like the life I’d been told atheists lead. There was no anger or hopelessness—just joy, fulfillment, and inner peace.

After ten years, I felt a pull to start meditating again. This time, I didn’t expect it to be a spiritual practice. I thought it would help me focus and be more creative. But it turned out to be the doorway to a new form of spirituality—one that didn’t require effort or expectation. It was the spiritual experience I’d been searching for my whole life. And it came naturally.

One of my biggest frustrations during my spiritual journey had been the confusing and complex teachings from various spiritual leaders, which often left me more lost than when I started. But when I reached that moment of clarity, it was simple. So natural. Why had I spent so much time trying to understand spiritual puzzles, when the truth was so simple? Was there no teacher who could have helped me wake up without leading me further into confusion?

That’s really the goal of this website: to provide a simple path for those looking to “wake up.” To help you realize that peace and happiness aren’t things you chase—they are your true nature. They are the background of everything you experience in life. I’m not here to start a new religion or teaching. The world doesn’t need that. My goal is to offer thoughts, ideas, and examples that can help shake up your old thinking and open you up to new insights. I hope that through this, you can experience the beauty, simplicity, and wonder of the reality that you are.

Farm Fresh Eggs

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Fiona Blaine opened her eyes, squinting at the glowing numbers on the digital clock. Without her glasses, she could only make out the faint outline of the time. It was 5:29—just a minute before the alarm. She reached out and silenced it just in time, not disturbing her husband, Sonny.

She sat up slowly, her bones creaking a bit as she fumbled for her glasses on the nightstand. A quick, silent prayer of thanks crossed her mind for the extra few minutes of sleep on weekends. Every weekday for the past fifty-two years, Fiona had been up at 4 AM to prepare breakfast for Sonny. Weekends were her brief reprieve, a chance to sleep in until six. But today was different. Today was the Cocke County Celtic Festival, and for forty-nine festivals in a row, Sonny had led the parade with his bagpipes and full, dress kilt. She would need to start breakfast earlier this morning.

Fiona wrapped herself in her cream-colored flannel robe and tiptoed to the kitchen. She flicked on the light and froze in her tracks. In the middle of the floor lay Monster, their old black lab, his eyes barely open. She sighed, relieved that at least the dog hadn’t stirred in his sleep. Fiona opened the fridge, scanned the contents and planned her steps carefully: biscuits first, bacon next, and finally Sonny’s favorite—cheese scrambled eggs.

The eggs!

Her heart sank as she scanned the refrigerator’s contents. The egg carton was missing. How could she have forgotten to pick up eggs yesterday? Sonny would be up soon, expecting his usual cheese scrambled eggs.

She knew what he would say, too. He’d remind her this wouldn’t have been a problem if the door to the chicken coop hadn’t been left open a year ago September when, in the middle of the night, a fox or coyote or something had entered the coop and killed all five of their good laying hens. Fiona didn’t remember leaving the door open and Sonny said he certainly would never have done such a thing. It was the biggest quarrel they had had in their marriage. Sonny finally just said to heck with it, he wasn’t replacing the chickens. They’d have to start buying eggs at the grocery store like city folk do. 

And that’s exactly what Fiona would have to do this morning. Go to the all-night grocery for a carton of eggs. Grabbing her rabbit coat and the keys to the Lincoln, Fiona slipped out the door to the garage. At this hour, there’d be no one at the store to care about her disheveled appearance. She adjusted the car’s seat and mirrors from Sonny’s preferences, cranked the heater, and set off down Sussex Road.

Cooper’s 24-Hour Grocery was only three miles away, so she had plenty of time. She’d be in and out, eggs in hand, before Sonny even noticed she was gone. She didn’t worry about Monster waking him up; after all, that dog hadn’t barked in seven years.

As she passed the old church cemetery, she noticed something unusual ahead—a faded wagon by the roadside. Her headlights illuminated a cardboard sign: “Ordell’s Farm Fresh Eggs.”

“Thank you, Lord!” Fiona exclaimed, relief flooding her. Local farmers often set up roadside stands, and she was grateful for the shortcut. She pulled over and stepped out of the car.

The wagon’s stand was dimly lit by the moon, aided by the scarlet tail lights of her car. Fiona approached and noticed a figure wrapped in a blanket, sitting motionless by the eggs.

“Good morning!” she called cheerfully. “Lordy, you’ve saved me! I was just starting breakfast and realized I forgot the eggs! Can you believe that? I don’t know what’s wrong with my head lately.” She squinted at the figure, trying to make out any details. The blanket was too thick to see anything clearly.

“Are you Ordell?” she asked, her voice uncertain. “Hello? Anyone there?”

A hand stretched out from under the blanket and pointed silently at the eggs.

Fiona smiled. “My husband loves his eggs. I’ll take a dozen, please.” She gathered a dozen large eggs into her basket. “Thank you so much for being here. I was about to drive all the way to the store. How much do I owe you, Ordell?”

The blanketed figure remained silent.

Fiona placed a five-dollar bill on the stand and muttered to herself, “He probably doesn’t even speak English.” She felt a twinge of sympathy but didn’t dwell on it. “Poor man’s just trying to make a living.”

She hurried back to the car, relieved, though a little unsettled by the strange quiet of the encounter. The eerie silence from the figure on the roadside lingered in her thoughts.

When she returned to the kitchen, Monster had moved from the kitchen floor to the bedroom. She didn’t think much of it. She was too focused on getting breakfast started. She set the eggs on the counter, then retrieved the biscuit dough from the fridge. As she kneaded it, she thought about the comfort of mornings like this, the warmth of the oven, the sounds and scent of bacon frying in the pan. She knew the smell would soon drift to the bedroom, waking Sonny in the gentlest of ways. When the bacon was done, Fiona poured most of the grease into her “Bacon Grease” container, leaving just enough to flavor Sonny’s eggs.

She cracked an egg against the side of the iron skillet. Fiona was aware she wanted to scream when the first cold, slimy, tentacle whipped out of the egg but she was prevented from doing so when it wrapped twice around her mouth. The second tentacle was thinner and sleeker than the first one, almost like a lizard’s tail. It ran up the back of her neck and sprouted tiny fingers that twitched and spread across her scalp. Two of the fingers dropped down her forehead and pushed through her eye sockets. Her glasses fell to the floor and she got the feeling she would never be needing them again.

From the broken shell in her left hand emerged a dark, bristly mass, pulsating as it rapidly grew. Veins and filaments spread, its viscous fluids oozing over her hand. Her breath came in ragged gasps. She slumped against the stove, her body going cold. Still, all she could think was “Where is Monster? Why doesn’t Monster hear this noise and come running to the rescue?” Then she realized it was, after all, Monster. That dog hadn’t heard a single noise in the past 5 years.

Fiona’s body convulsed as the mass launched a cord into her chest, injecting a yellowish liquid into her heart. The liquid spread quickly, dissolving her from within but on the outside, exploding into a glob of golden bio-goo which coated the cabinets, the stove, and the oven.

Monster ambled into the kitchen, sniffing at the goop dripping from the oven door. He licked it lazily, then circled twice before settling in the middle of the floor to sleep.

Moments later, Sonny entered the kitchen, dressed in his usual pre-parade attire. He expected to find Fiona at the stove but she wasn’t there. He glanced around, puzzled by her absence. Her robe lay in a heap near the stove. He looked in the living room and in the second bathroom with no clues to her whereabouts. The car was in the garage and Fiona’s rabbit coat was draped over the rocking chair. He thought maybe she had gone out for a morning walk as she would sometimes do. “That’s probably what she was doing last year when she left open the door to the chicken coop,” he muttered to himself. “Or, maybe she just went to the end of the driveway to get the mail or the morning paper.” He was confident Fiona would return soon.

Sonny went to the stove and saw the plate of warm biscuits, crispy bacon and tasty cheese. He stirred the contents of the iron skillet and, from there, dished out fluffy, yellow eggs onto his plate. He sat down at the table and gave a silent prayer of thanks for the food before him. He scooped a heap of cheesy scrambled eggs onto his biscuit. The cheese was all melty, exactly the way he liked it and the eggs seemed fluffier, sweeter than usual. “Fiona has outdone herself this morning,” he thought. He looked out the kitchen window and watched an old wagon pass by the house and thought about how Fiona had made his breakfast every day for the past 52 years. “This morning,” he thought, “may have been the best he’d ever had.” He wiped his mouth and knew she loved him.

“Damn good eggs!”

©2018 Rick Baldwin. Revision ©2024.  All Rights Reserved.

(COPYRIGHT NOTICE – This story is under the full copyright of the author who gives permission for royalty-free performance/readings of the story for non commercial purposes. This story must not be changed or altered in any way without permission of the author. Any performance of this story must credit the author, Rick Baldwin. This story may not be reprinted without permission of the author.)

The Curse of Brigid McGhee

In the mid-1800s, Brigid McGhee’s Pub and Inn was the beating heart of the little town of Clonglash, nestled on the edge of Ireland’s ancient Brehon Forest in County Donegal. Farmers, merchants, sailors, and wanderers alike flocked to its smoky hearth and frothy pints. It was more than a place of drink; it was a refuge, a crossroads, and, some whispered, a haven of dark magic.

The townsfolk muttered rumors about Brigid herself. Some claimed she dabbled in witchcraft, weaving spells in the shadows. These whispers clung to her family history—her great-grandmother had been executed for sorcery decades earlier. Brigid never addressed the accusations but didn’t entirely discourage them. Locals seeking cures for ailments, amulets for luck, or vengeance spells often slipped her secret requests over the bar.

In 1862, a dashing Scottish whisky merchant named Melvyn Frazier became a regular visitor to the inn on his travels between Letterkenny and beyond. With his crystal-blue eyes, wavy gray hair, and vibrant tartan kilt, Melvyn charmed nearly everyone—Brigid included. Despite her usual aloofness toward men’s advances, she found herself drawn to him. Their chemistry was undeniable, though their trysts remained behind closed doors, away from prying eyes.

But love turned sour. By late September, Brigid confided to her closest friend, Ann Donnelly, that Melvyn’s affection felt like a ruse. He had been pressuring her to stock his Frazier Scotch whisky at the pub. When she hesitated, he grew irritable and demanding. Their final argument erupted in the early hours one foggy morning. Melvyn slapped her in a fit of rage, threatening to burn her inn to the ground if she didn’t comply. Brigid, clutching a dagger, drove him out.

On a blustery October night, the pub was crowded with boisterous locals when Melvyn made a dramatic return, arm-in-arm with a painted and perfumed woman dressed in gaudy finery. As he strode to a table, he loudly ordered, “Two Frazier Scotch whiskies—for me and the lady!”

Brigid’s eyes narrowed. “We don’t carry Frazier Scotch whisky,” she snapped, “and from the looks of it, there’s no lady here, either.”

The room erupted in laughter, but Melvyn didn’t flinch. “I hope you’ve freshened the sheets,” he said smugly. “We’ll be staying at the inn tonight.”

“Like hell, you will,” Brigid spat. “There’s plenty of barns for the likes of you.”

Melvyn smirked, tipped his hat, and sauntered out with his companion. At the door, he turned back. “Happy Samhain to you, Miss McGhee. Enjoy the Scotch whisky.”

Hours later, long after the last patron stumbled home, Brigid awoke to frantic shouts: “Fire! Fire at the inn!”

She raced outside to see her beloved inn engulfed in flames. The roaring inferno lit the night sky, devouring the timbered walls. Worse still, the guests inside were trapped, their screams silenced one by one. As Brigid stared in horror, someone shouted, “The pub!” Flames danced around its edges, spreading fast. By dawn, both buildings were reduced to smoldering ashes. Seven souls had perished in the inn.

Near the forest’s edge, Brigid found a whisky cask branded with the unmistakable Frazier name. Melvyn’s parting words echoed in her mind: “Enjoy the Scotch whisky.”

For weeks, the villagers whispered of Brigid’s wrath. Some swore they saw her flying across the night sky on a broomstick, howling revenge. Others claimed she transformed into a bat, flitting between the ruins. What was certain, however, was that Brigid McGhee vanished from Clonglash.

Melvyn Frazier returned to the village just once more. On Halloween night, Ann Donnelly discovered his mutilated body in a forest glen near the ruins. His limbs were severed, neatly stacked and wrapped in his tartan kilt. His torso dangled from a tree by a crude noose tied to his manhood.

Life moved on in Clonglash. A year after the fire, Ann and her husband, Mac, rebuilt the pub. It thrived again, but Ann refused to serve Scotch whisky, fearing Brigid’s lingering presence. Mac protested, tempted by the profit it could bring, but Ann stood firm.

Five years later, a bartender named Connor Quinn dared to defy the ban, secretly selling Scotch whisky to patrons. One night, as revelers raised their glasses, a ghostly fog seeped into the pub. It swirled around Connor’s head, choking him until he collapsed. The whisky barrel under the bar burst open, its contents igniting in an unnatural blaze. The fire consumed Connor and every patron holding a Scotch whisky.

As the flames crackled, Brigid’s voice rang out: “I warned ye—Scotch whisky has no place in Clonglash!”

From that day forward, no one in Clonglash dared touch Scotch whisky. Brigid’s curse became legend, whispered in pubs and by firesides far beyond Donegal. Yet, across the world, there are always the bold, the skeptical, and the reckless who raise their glasses of Scotch in defiance of her warning.

On a stormy Halloween night a century later, a pub in Belfast hosted a raucous celebration. The air was thick with laughter, and glasses of Scotch whisky clinked as revelers toasted their good fortune. A young man, bold and brash, heard the tale of Brigid McGhee and scoffed.

“Ghosts, curses—what a load of shite!” he declared, raising his glass. “To Brigid McGhee! May she haunt someone else tonight!”

The pub patrons howled with laughter, but the moment the whisky touched his lips, the lights flickered. The laughter died as a sudden chill swept through the room. The fire in the hearth extinguished itself, plunging the pub into a suffocating silence.

From the darkness came a voice, low and venomous: “You dared toast me with that poison?

The young man’s glass shattered in his hand, the shards drawing blood. He gasped, clutching his throat, as if unseen fingers were squeezing the life from him. Around the room, glasses of Scotch whisky burst, their contents spilling onto the floor. The smell of smoke filled the air.

“Get out!” someone screamed, and the patrons fled into the stormy night. Behind them, the pub erupted in flames, the fire dancing unnaturally, taking the shape of a woman’s face—Brigid McGhee’s face.

The young man was never found. The pub burned to the ground, leaving behind only a charred whisky cask branded with a single word: Frazier.

They say Brigid McGhee’s wrath grows stronger with each defiance. Those who drink Scotch whisky on Halloween are said to hear her voice, feel her icy breath, or glimpse her shadow in the flames. Some claim she appears in the mirror behind the bar, her burning eyes watching, waiting.

So, the next time you raise a glass of Scotch whisky, think twice. For Brigid McGhee’s curse knows no borders, no time, and no mercy. And if you hear a faint whisper in the wind or feel the glass grow unnaturally cold in your hand, it’s already too late.

©2018 Rick Baldwin. Revision ©2024 All Rights Reserved.

(COPYRIGHT NOTICE – This story is under the full copyright of the author who gives permission for royalty-free performance/readings of the story for non commercial purposes. This story must not be changed or altered in any way without permission of the author. Any performance of this story must credit the author, Rick Baldwin. This story may not be reprinted without permission of the author.)